Running with Scalpels & Bad Soap Notes.

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Lost myself for a little bit there, actually a lot more than a little bit but trust me, I'm workin' on it. Embarking on a journey to the good life, no strife, better yet, settling for nothin' but the best, ain't got time for any less.

The word around town is that there's this girl with a strange, strange name. Gully, is it? Oh yes folks, no lie. She loves coffee. She loves tea. She loves make up. She loves wine. And trust, she loves men. She loves the simple things, like breathing, cleaning, and eating. She goes out of her way. And often times, she seldom gets what she wants, but that's ok 'cause she never truly wanted them anyway. She appreciates. She regulates, so beware. You wouldn't get away with too much there, she lays it bare... ;]

She flies Solo. Dolo. Forever screamin’ out Yolo. Fosho.
- y o u o n l y l i v e o n c e -

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Well, if you really wanna' get down to the nitty gritty--

I am a Christian. Firm believer but heavy sinner. I am Cambodian. A severe introvert here. I never see the world in a black and white manner. I have a very profound respect for the military and those who serve. I tend to care too much about certain things but only 'cause I don't know how to care any less. I love smiles. I love hugs. I love going to the movies, catchin' the latest show and takin' up the whole back row. I love sunny days that rain. I love holding onto a friend's arm while we strollin'. I love getting to know someone to a very personal level. I love it when those awkward silences become comfortable over time. I love leaning on someone's shoulder while I'm sittin' next to 'em.

And I love, love music. From the rugged swing and sweet, jazzy blues, to old beautiful country, to hip hop, soul, and some r&b. Dance with me.

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Tonight was officially my last night at the Massage Envy Spa.

Bittersweet, extremely. I have to give thanks, though. I couldn’t have been more blessed to have the crew that I had for the past 3 years, along with a wonderful 5 years with the company.

So, so sad to leave, but I gotta’ follow my dream.

I’ve been extremely priviledged as a civilian. Let’s see how the Army does it.

It’s been good, y’all. I’ll try and keep with the updates. (For those who care… :)

I won’t let you down. I promise.

12 days. Counting down now…

My life is changing right before my eyes. I’m leaving all I ever knew and heading straight into the unknown.

God help me.

The Army beckons. Hooah.

You’re gravity.

Gravitating towards you.

Shhh, don’t tell me to stop, I know you want me too. You want me to stop? I dare you. Dare you to want me, to stop.

You’re dangerous baby, the stakes are high and the risks are crazy. But we want it.

Keep going…

sharingpoetry:

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king. 

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It’s a strange thing, how you can love somebody, how you can be all eaten up inside with needing them—and they simply don’t need you. That’s all there is to it, and neither of you can do anything about it. And they’ll be the same way with someone else, and someone else will be the same way about you and it goes on and on—this desperate need—and only once in a rare million do the same two people need each other.
Madeleine L’Engle  (via barbieandken)

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